I DIDNT know what she threatened. I didnt get the emails until AFTER everything happened and I went to mcdonalds to use their internet.

iwas not trying to talk to her shes the one who wanted to talk to me, so SHE should have texted me, not the other way around.

and yea I do feel like I dont deserve her and shes going to leave me, but I still ask for and get hugs. So.... ::shrug:: I don't want to give her up. (well, I do every few weeks.) she said "what the ****, you cant just go quitting therapy every time it gets hard." i said yes ican i do it all the time, lol.

and she said well fine then it has consequences.

and she asked why i came to my session tonight after i spent all day quitting.

and i said because its my time. she laughed and said she was tempted to give my time away just to see what i would do since i told her repeatedly i wasnt coming. i'm glad she didnt bc that would have upset me way more than the police thing. its my time.