Anyway, still trying to get some help today. First therapist only sees patients around noon time, which doesn't work out. She may be close to the house, but she's far from my job... Trying again today.

Only slept 3 hours last night and 3 hours the night before approximately... yesterday wasn't tired at all but today I'm drooping.

Was thinking how the demons come out and surround you and you don't even see them in the shadows. Then I started to realize I'm a demon too... I'm horrible person... you may not realize it because you only know me here, but I'm a failure and I know it...... guess that's why I'm good at fighting demons because I am one.