I feel like I did when I was fourteen again. I hate that. trapped and not feeling any way out. ugh. i feel condemned to this life.

stupid huh. i know it's stupid, but stupid is what I am right now.

talk about coming out of no where. I should be at work right now.

i'm going to work right now.

i hate work.

i hate not working

do you feel a lot of hate too?

I just don't see a point. if this is it, if this is how life is going to go for me...

i think i'm going to throw up. seriously..

sorry to talk this way.
i am just full of it.
just had to get this out.
i hate this