I had another incident at work this morning that totally set me off. I want to check myself into the hospital. I cannot take these 'effing aholes - at all - today. I am going to have a complete meltdown.

Every single time I try to be proactive and assert myself, this ONE guy shoots me down. Every single time. Not because my ideas / plans are unattainable or even COST anything to the company, but simply because he it seems he is a total sadist and enjoys saying "no" to me.

I hate when my father did it and I hate when this d*** does it.

I directly report to the CCO and President and they hate confrontation...so they won't do anything about it. Everything is so confusing to me. There is no rhyme or reason to anything, the other offices do as they please with the CFO's blessing, but apparently our office (me) gets a different treatment from him. I don't even have a budget. What a total D***.

This is not good ... I am totally having SI right now. I see no out.