Yea, he wouldn't go to pdoc. He's tweaking on something, probably meth. He just threw me against some walls and threw me on the floor by my hair. Now I decide to ask cps to take him once and for all, or wait to see if he calms down and can hold a conversation. Or maybe he'll just kill me. You know, you don't ever expect to be a battered woman, but especially not by your own child.