I was diagnosed by a therapist as having PTSD about a year ago; I never cared for labels, as in my personal experience they have mostly been negative ones; however knowing that there was a real reason as to why I make the decisions I do was an important day for me.
With that being said, I must admit that today is a difficult day for me to continue. I have attempted suicide before, and checked myself into a center a second time because I was afraid I would try again, but this time I really don't know where to turn.
My wife and I had separated a few months after our wedding in 2001; we reconciled; I left her last August and we reconciled; last night she informed me that she is seriously through this time.
I've had the entire day off by myself; not a good idea.
Sorry to bring you down, just needed to chat.