probation officer got son on the phone. court is set for tuesday. she told him he must be home every night, not do drugs, take his meds, obey mom. she will try to get judge to mandate rehab, and give me option to pick the place i want him to go. if i get him in this one really good nearby rehab before end of year, insurance will cover it since he's had so many hospital stays this year.

anyway, he is now speaking decently to me, and i think he is scampering drinking tea and water to try to flush the meth out of his system.

i took a couple klonopins, but they are like sugar pills when my anxiety is this high.