No im not your husband. Im 22 and im a female. I do know how to manipulate the system. Im very observant and i know exactly what they want to hear to get off my back. But i just don't feel right. And i have a fear if they put me on meds will it make it worse? I'm jus not sure what to do about it. Does anybody know of some helpline? not for anything seriouse but just to talk about whats going on and if its seriouse enouph to be on meds or get help?