So so sorry you are in this place.

I hope your son will get in rehab and in the meantime leave you alone,

I get that kind of anxiety, the F.M.L., and some of the addiction stuff (my alcoholic father got sober when I was 19).

You bring so much care and love to us here, and such helpful words. I wish I could give you equally reassuring words. But I can offer much

I hope everything starts settling down some soon.

By the way, I love your signature.