It is bitter but I am bitter. I hope I don't stay like this forever. I know it's under my control...I have to just move I and get over it. I told this new guy I'm.dating, which was a stupid idea...I just happened to mention it. I feel like an idiot for doing it and now I feel even stupider for mentioning it to him and admitting that I'm shallow and bitter. Now I just feel crap now that the high of rubbing his face in it has worn off.