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Originally Posted by sweetsurrender
I could tell by the look in her eyes how disgusting she thinks I am.
I hate myself for all the horrible things I have done. I can't work anymore bc I have screwed up those relationships so much and just can't handle it. I mess up everything. I am bad luck, bad karma. Bad things happen to people around me. I hate myself. I am disgusting. I want to make it all go away.
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No, no you're not. You don't mess everything up, you're not disgusting, and I seriously doubt she thinks you are. I'm willing to bet that you have made it out to be much, much worse than it actually is. If I was you I would just straight out ask her.