Ohh man DH
I haven't been here all day and just saw this now... This sucks. I really don't like the US health system, sorry but I don't, mine sucks too, but this is nuts!
You my wonderful amazingly brilliant friend are not a bad person, I don't care if you made a mistake, or whatever happened. We are all perfectly imperfect! You are a great person. I can usually pick up vibes off people quickly, ya even through my computer, and you are not it!!! I always thought your name should be like brave heart instead.
I really hope your GP pulls through for you! I don't see why this would be a big problem, gee maybe he can help you find a pdoc, he must know a lot of them. Keeping my fingers crossed. Something will give, it's got too, just keep telling the universe what you need. Visualize you getting what you need, not getting what you don't need, I dunno I think that helps where the universe is concerned. It's the energy.
Keep talking to us tho, we are here for you..always!