I don't trust that at all.

You said that you wanted to know so that you can share it with your T and show her how awful you are.....yet you claim that you've shared the supposed "abuse" that has been referenced here on PC, which she laughed about, etc.

So, it's pretty clear to me that your intention is to decide how to invalidate what most of us here may see as "abusive".

Not playing that part of this game.

Now, onto figure out why I'm even involved in this game to begin with...