hey my name is nikk i am 23 and live in connecticut, i am new to the boards, i have been officially diagnosed about 2 months ago manic/bipolor depressive, with some other issues, i don't really understand it, and i don't understand why me, i have always been happy until about 3 yrs ago, when i was going through a "rough" time and tried to kill myself, and was seperated from the navy because of it, and i went on for awhile then i cut my wrist again and was forced to the docter or my husband was leaving well i seen the doc and he still left, oh well, they have me on 3 differnt drugs that don't work, i still feel sad, depressed worthless, i have pushed my friends away because i don't want them to see me in so much pain, i don't know how to deal with my issues and i don't really understand it can any one help
nikki