I've been a Self Mutilator for around 6 years now, and 4 days ago (2 days before my birthday (happy birthday to me huh)) I cut after being 3 months clean....and my family thinks I stopped a year ago. They already know about 2 of my relapses...out of many. But this time they moved on and wanted to forget about it (it's hard for them to deal with) And I don't want to tell them again. I don't feel I have too. But I might go see a doctor soon and I don't want the doctor to tell them....but he might because I "am a danger to myself and others."

I don't know what to do...

Because the urge to cut is back with a vengeance.