WiltedRose,

I have always had BPD. From birth till about age six I had terrible abandonment issues, but I absolutely remember the day when I "cut" the cord that connect me with feelings for anyone. My brother died two years ago. I felt nothing. I've never cried.

This is not an unusual trait to have. Perhaps the severing of your "cord" was an unconscious slice -phiiiit, and done.

-Fleeing Bellocq