I hope that life is such that you can find the support you need there. I think that is awesome being egyptian! I have never really traveled anywhere, just within my state lines here in Arizona. It would be so fun to visit places like Egypt and Saudi Arabia... My best goes out to you and I hope that you can find the support system that you need there, as well as here! I hope that things get better for you really soon, I know exactly what you were saying in your original post.