My baby came by. Of course, it was because he needed something. Didn't say anything to me at all. Just handed me the form he needed me to sign and left.

WHY?? Why did he have to come by and make the hurt worse?? The pain gets physical! I couldn't even cry after he left. Thought I was gonna go nuts because I didn't know what to do with myself. The feeling gets suffocating!

What's the deal? Why do they think they have to lord it over us and when they don't get what they want, they make us suffer!! What's with this generation that they feel they have to have the upper hand and don't give a single thought to what they are doing to those around them?? What did I do wrong as a mother that I get treated like this?? This sure isn't the example I set with my own mother!! We had arguments and serious disagreements but not once did the thought cross my mind to put her out of my life or to keep my kids from having a relationship with her!! The problem between my son and I doesn't even have anything to do with he and I!! It's that stupid ***** he's married to!! GOD!!!

Yes, I hurt! Yes, I'm angry... but not only for myself. All I can hear and think of is my granddaughter telling me how much she missed me the last time they kept her from me. What are they doing to their own child??? JUDAS H. PRIEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!







<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>