Thread: more push pull, even in a fantasy!
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Old Oct 26, 2012, 10:05 PM
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I am attempting again.

I can't get rid of it cold turkey; have to wean myself off it.

I realize how destructive it is now.

It distracts me so from reality. Even from the work I do with Ani.

I have been behaving like a drug addict in withdrawal.

I may post a new thread about how that's going.

No more high.

No more pink cloud.

Cold stone cold reality now.

OMG.

Carol
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