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Recently my anxiety has increased to the point where I simply will not talk, and after doing so well for so long I've descended.
But combined with ADHD, my High School classroom environment has become one of my greatest fears. I've never been able to ask for any help from teachers, and my classmates are, put simply, insufferable.
I finally decided to fix this by going to my teachers one by one, explaining the situation, and getting the lesson plans for the day and working on them in the library on my own. Academically I needed this so badly, yet it will probably unravel my previous progress.
But simply from observing, I know who these people are, these classmates of mine. Yes, I would probably have an impossible time talking to them if I wanted to, but I don't think that I even want to associate with any of them.
Most of them are just so incredibly rude that some times I just can't even believe it. I can't tell if this was a wise decision or not..
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Nature is neither kind nor cruel, it simply exists.
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