bless youi know exactly where your comming from sweets, when i was younger if it were raining , i would look out of the window see a small sti ck or branch and i would feel sorry for it , so i would run out and bring it in and dry it .even now at 49 i feel so sad for inanimate objects ,like sad looking old cars ,my mother was not very good at giving love to me freely so i guess like you i have abandanment issues,but dont feel it weired or anything and if ever you need too talk more i will be your friend if you like, take care
love gismo x