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Originally Posted by daveUSMC32
if I talk to my command, I'll be sent home and my career will be over.
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Understood.
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Originally Posted by daveUSMC32
If I don't say anything and something happens, I'll feel guilty for the rest of my life.
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You want to be with her but, given your wife's condition, would your physical presence with her actually be of help? (
This is a real question, not a rhetorical one.)
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Originally Posted by daveUSMC32
So incredibly exhausted and feeling sorry for myself.
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Personally, I'd hardly call what you are experiencing "feeling sorry for myself." You are emotionally exhausted and overwhelmed from confronting an insoluble dilemma involving a loved one and and bound up with your whole life.
Wishing you safety and survival.
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.