So sorry you're feeling sad Laura I dont have a dx anniversary either, only remember it was some timein 2010. I knew for 10yrs something was 'off' or different about me, so I responded very differently to actually being dxd, it gave me hope... I really hope you feel better soon my friend. Maybe you should look at the anniversary from a new perspective,instead of the day you were robbed, it could be the day you got your power. Knowledge is power after all... Just a suggestion