oh Peggy!!....I can tell that this is one of those times when 'sorry' just aint gonna work so good, but I'm squeezing every little bit of regret out of it anyway cos I can't stand you being upset or insane.
...things are empty strange lately I feel like I'm a ghost.
I have a body but life just passes right through it
I'm in the daylight but there is no sunshine...
I'm like a big old house with a big old 'vacant' sign out the front...and out the back!
I'm like a dog with a brand new lead and walking itself in the park...in the dark
I'm like a spark with nothing to burn...no flames for me it's not my turn?
I'm like fruit without a bowl a spade without a hole...
....having trouble putting thoughts together to make meanings and thinking and thinking but getting no-where my dear friend.
so I'm kinda' scratching me silly head a bit cos I don't know much what I'm doing?

..and it's really tricky to post stuff..

....especially when I'm empty
please don't be sad Peggy
or go mad Peggy
....I'm always close by