Thank you for your response I was actually hoping you would comment. You are correct.
I believe I will go and talk to my T and have a frank discussion with him that I want to continue I want to feel as though it's all connected, alot of the alternate personalities have integrated because I feel present most of the time irrespective of triggers.
I believe my protector personality is a bit overly cautious and wants to ensure that everything is ok before she integrates.