((DelphinaBlue))
I am sorry to hear that you've been struggling with your bf for a while.
Maybe I sound like a cruel woman, but I think if it's over it's over. You shouldn't have to stay with someone because they're ill. It just doesn't sound right to me. Sounds like repressing emotions & building resentment. Know what I mean?
He hasn't behaved in the greatest way towards you in a long time. You deserve to be treated decently! Do give yourself some time to mourn the end though & don't jump right into another relationship. Gentle hugs to you...