I can relate. I think about it as an option.

But it isn't do-able for me because I have tbis ridiculous kernal of hope that things will get better...time has shown that it does. It is the suffering that leads me to the thoughts...and the fact knowing nobody cares and what they will say if I do, on the other hand, that keeps me motivated to stay no matter how miserable I feel.

I have felt as though I had no reason to go on...but things have gotten a teeny bit better so there is that darn hope / proof again.

Hugs to you