Yes shattered, I understand cuz i feel the same way. I intentionally did some stuff wrong at work so now death is an option. Don't know why I allow it to b an option but I do. I could quit my job, correct what I did wrong, etc. I have lots of options but yet I entertain thoughts of suicide. It makes me feel real crazy.

I do believe things will get better. How r u doing today? R u feeling any better?