My t has asked me a few times if I will let the girls play. The mere mention of play engages me. Sometimes I feel like exploding. It is a feeling that comes on very fast. Sometimes I just snap at my t and say no. When my t asks me for an explanation I just feel angrier. Just now while home alone I started to ask about play therapy. The girls want to, but immediately my anger rushed in and said no. Has anyone else had a similar experience? I tried to talk to my anger but he ignores me. Right now he is mad that I am asking this.