Hey there
You sound just like I have been feeling about my situation too, it is a hard decision, I keep toying around with it, try "solo" and then if I need it I'll fly back to it, but I need an approval, maybe? Until my personal tragedies a couple a years ago I never needed the meds, or a psychiatrist or a therapist, now that things are settled I question "do I still need these?" as I take my meds
Well, who knows, maybe we will both be able to fly "solo" someday soon
Take care,
** hugs **
"darkeyes"