Hi Shattered -- I've felt many times like that, but I was brought up that suicide wasn't an option because God was the only one who decided when it was time to go -- AND suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Things aren't always going to be this way. Things ALWAYS change. There is ALWAYS hope. And ALWAYS in my life, when things were at their worse, things got better!! ALWAYS. There wasn't a time when I was down and out that things didn't get better. Yes, sometimes I had to wait awhile, but they got better.

Life is worth living just for the sake of living it! Waking up each morning and seeing the sunrise! Hearing the birds cheep. Now that winter is comiing, waiting for the first snowfall. There are all sorts of wonders in this world. And even tho we've seen them a million times before, we can make them seem like the first time if we want to. Life is GREAT. Hugs, Lee