I am starting to feel what everyone around here is talking about. I don't want to come to PC, but I have to, because it helps.
I'm getting wrapped up in social things that I don't want to be part of (too much fear of perceived rejection, adequacy issues, wanting to be part of but feeling apart from) but I want to have friends too...I feel like the only people who understand and 'get me' are others with BPD, but I don't fit in (I'm perceiving that I dont?)



I should follow my own advice ^ I luckily have a few new things in my life that can distract me, but I feel drawn ...back. I want a support group, but I want friends too, maybe I can't have both (or shouldnt?). I know that no amount of approval from others will help me, but I am a social person too...How to have my social needs met without my BPD traits coming up and flooding my brain?