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Originally Posted by lizardlady
Venus, I can't answer for anyone else, but I chose to have a hopefull outlook because it helps me get out of bed in the morning and face the world. My outlook will may or may not effect the rest of the world, but it gives me incentive to live my life. Who knows, maybe my chosing to go out into the world will create a ripple effect sending out waves of hope in the world?
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i guess if everyone in the world stopped being hopeful then their would be no point in any of us living anymore- i think we're all a little bit hopeful, even if not much.
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I guess this is what keeps me going on. I wanna be a seed-sower. But right now I am feeling like planting my seeds on concrete. Or near Chernobyl.
(of course... plants grow through concrete. And in the no-go zone around Chernobyl).
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To me the world is full of beauty. I see hope everywhere. Depression causes the sky to darken and the world to be a dull grey. I see miracles, laughter, birds and deer, stars and planets.......I see flowers blooming, the colors of fall, the laughter of the Children at Christmas......the sunset, the sun rise...maybe you are looking at the wrong things!
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I do think I have valid reasons to feel the way I feel. It's not "depression lying to me". I don't really wanna be "happy" at cost of ignoring what really goes on.
Yes, there are miracles and places of beauty. But most of the things you named is not really something man-made, so not sure how can they restore faith in humanity in me. I don't wanna go full on cynical... but it seems a lot of tragedies happened in places of beauty (Kosovo or Bosnia have the most beautiful mountains I seen...). All these things don't prevent... the bad going on.
I don't know. And I don't even know if I wanna change the way I feel. I am just sad tonight. Or mad as hell. I wish I could use it somehow... to do something.
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