I agree...she is being emotionally abusive to you. Just because you may've been verbally abusive at some point (which to me sounds like you've corrected, and you've more than apologized for), two wrongs does not make a right. She has NO right to make you "get down on your knees and beg her forgiveness." That is a petty and downright degrading power play for her.

Honestly, I think Leed said it best...she's not for you as long as she does this, and respectfully, I don't think she's going to let it go any time soon. I honestly think it best for you to find someone else.

Please know you're in my prayers, and I wish you my very best.

Hugs,
Harley