Hi N.Q. I don't think the problem here is you,or
your lost job--I think the problem is your judgmental family,and the reluctance to get out of bed,is the reluctance to face their condemnation.I gotta tell you,that is most definitely NOT motherly love! Try and be kind to
your SELF,even in small ways like admiring some
beauty you see,or admiring some possession,
anything to let you see you are NOT who your
parents say you are.
You will have to FIGHT FOR
YOU,SUPPORT YOU,or is there someone you can
talk to who will keep quiet about it? Try to come
up with some solutions that will at least EASE
THINGS.I send you my COURAGE+CARING.
Deepest Respect,
BLUEDOVE