You sound just like me here.I just joined a few days ago & now I can't seem to stay away from it.This web site has so much info.I really thought I was the only one who has Bipolar2/Manic Depression.I was wrong.
Now , about you feeling very negative not only about yourself but everything else..............am I right? I feel the same excat way about myself & others. I don't want to feel like this @ all becuz it takes a toll/strain not only on me but home here with my daughter whom I love very,very,much!! Without her....................well, I know I wouldn't be able to go on living.
My whole life was a pure living hell ( and sometimes still is ) not know that I had: Serve Depression,PTSD,ADHD,Panic Attacks. But now am on medication for it. It helps....but my HIGHS/LOWS along with those awful MOOD SWINGS still come every now & then. We are all in the same boat & now I don't feel that much alone now.