I see my pastoral counselor tomorrow. He knows about my si and that i was struggling recently. well something weird happened tonight. i was going through a little pouch in my purse looking for something and cut my finger. i forgot i had a razorblade in that pouch and had to hide it from my friends what happened. the thing is....its dangerous i keep it with me but I want to. I cant seem to take it out...what if I need it?? How will my counselor react if I tell him?