Getting better with food choices. bending a tiny bit. Eating some of the foods, I hate. Still staying skinnier. Just telling my boyfriend, I wont eat certain foods (they would not be tolerated) Just yesterday though, I bought a big head of lettuce and added hard boiled eggs and a little cheese on his and some sunflower seeds, and radishes and tomatoes and cucumbers and some imatation crab meat, and on top some seseme dressing and a few crutons and we ate and he complained he was so so so full. I did eat some of the potatoes and onions that he fried. ( I hate eating crap like that, but guess what, it tasted good and wasn't too oily, but I did not eat very much of it, but it was ok and did not make me sick like I thought it would. So my eating disorder is not killing me, but sometimes it really does) Today I drank some sickening Green tea with sugar and almost puked. I still am on a weird diet Darn Darn, and weight my self and work out and worry about my size. You know I had to worry when I was up to 230 a year an a half ago from the medicines. Do you know what I mean Jelly bean???