that pretty much describes my feelings right now. life is lonely with no one by your side, this is something i am having great upsets about. i seem to feel life keeps kicking me up the arse and i have to work so hard on my self and for what! so i know how you feel.

because i feel the same and cannot seem to help myself, i cant help you with this one, sorry about that. but i am here for you if you want a friend. whether its virtual or not, im still here for you. just let me know if you want anything ok.

take care and speak soon

simon