You have nothing to apologize for - not your post, and not your teenage behavior. Ya know...LOTS of teenagers are VERY sexual, even if they were not SA'd.

For me, it would be helpful to think not of regret, but of how that behavior impacts who I am today? Did you learn something back then? Are you different now because of that teenage behavior? Are you wiser now than then?

For me, I can't change how I feel exactly, but I TRY (not always successfully!) to change how I view myself in terms of my history and my age. That's just the best I can do now.

Take care of you

em