((((Simon))))) anytime you need somebody please know that i'm here for you
I understand everything you said. Sometimes with eating i thinks its just b/c you get so upset about everything eating just doesn't really appeal to you. I know that i've been there.
Half the time i feel the same way as you. It doesn't really seem fair when everybody else can be happy and for whatever reason we cannot be. But we can try . Sometimes even the little crazy things help. Like i like going to the park and swinging.
I don't know if it helps much but for a moment or so it takes away the feelings of being trapped and grounded.
Take care of yourself and remeber that we r all here for you. pm me anytime simon.
warmest wishes