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daydreamer i used substances to ward off uncomfortable feelings/depression, racing ,ind, etc. i ended up being an alcohoic and substance abuser because i self medicated. this doesn't have to be you. speak with your doc about the pills and also what leads you to take them. it sounds like you may need meds for the racing thoughts, but i'm no doc. but the meds would not be narcotic and would improve your symptoms.
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