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Originally Posted by retro_chic
Yeah, I totally get your point. I am not going to take any laxatives. I keep reminding myself that these are just thoughts and as long as I don't act on them, they can't harm me. It seems I want to punish myself for some reason... I am seeing T tomorrow so I will discuss this with her.
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That is wonderful that you are going to discuss these thoughts with T. And please have some joy: your bodily functions are working properly (sleep, elimination), which is a very good thing. I need a drug to sleep, so I at least try to be happy that all other bodily functions: elimination, sweating from exercise, sexual desire and orgasm, in the past getting pregnant, carrying a baby, delivering and breastfeeding, heart rate elevation when exercising, etc. are in good working order.
I hope that eventually you will be free from these thoughts, and in the meantime am so glad that you are not acting on them in reality.