Been trying to absorb the news all day today. I had T this morning at 11 am. He wont be there from a week from this coming Friday til the middle of October hopefully. He's been having health issues with his pancreas over the summer and when they were doing tests they found a growth on his pancreas. They dont think its cancerous .. they are hopeful its not, but its still growing some . I want to be positive about this cause he is so young. My age in fact. And has a young child and two HS aged kids. I had some choices to either swich T's altogether, or to switch temporarily, or go without ( I will still see my case manager weekly ) So I will still have contact with someone. I am scared that I will have some kind of crisis come up and need him. Like something with my husband or dad. I hope I can make it thru till then.