hmmmm... to be honest or not....

it's like I get so turned on and can't stop... so I look at porn. but I get tired of the same old porn and it takes more and more to get me there and soon I have explored some dark corners of the porn world. and also, it's like my goto for stress and other things when I am obsessed. Plus the sex at home with my wife goes up too. it's like that is my drug of choice to handle things.

it's not always this way and I work at not letting it get that far but that is what I mean by obsessed.

okay, don't leave me hanging.. what about you?