Does anyone else ever feel like everyone is against you..? Do you feel like no matter where you are, or who you with, you shouldn't be? ..like you don't belong?
I feel this way a lot.. When I'm at home and try to talk to my family, I feel like everything I say is wrong.. , like I'm irritating everyone just by being present.. , That's why I spend the majority of my time locked up in my room.. and it makes me feel even worse that nobody even notices..
When I'm around friends.. I feel the same way. I feel like I'm not wanted, and like I'm not supposed to be there.. That's why what happened with my friend the other day was such a big deal to me.. (refer to "So mad!! >:O") ..it was like she basically proved that I wasn't wanted around.. but now she's mad because I said I wouldn't come around anymore?..
I even switched from public school to cyber school because I didn't want to be around people anymore..
Does anyone else go through this, or anything similar to this..? Please comment.
Sorry if I bummed anyone out.. :/
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