Still login daily,not been chatty, mostly tired from work. Just got paid,broke coz I bought my brother takkies(sneakers)for his bday.Idk,really weepy this evening,enter thoughts stage left;I dont get 'over things' its impossible.It would mean hitting the 'skip' button.I get thru.Which entails trudging thru emotional sludge,every step ripping off part of my soul.With heartache,the part is replaced with new love,I fear there will be no more parts left once I've gotten thru, as I'm not open to the idea of love