I am going to give you some tough love here- seek help now. You know how crappy you feel about yourself? imagine feeling like this everyday for the next 20 years. That is the the truth about eating disorders. I bet there are many women here who wish they could go back to their teen years and never start this madness. You are fifteen and have a full, rich life ahead of you. Don't fall into the skinny trap, please get the help you deserve.