Yes, thats's what I'm supposedly working on. Some days, most days, its good. My choice makes sense, emotionally and logically, and it really isnt a bad choice. But then days like these blindside me, and I think OMG WTF have I condemned myself to? And then I start wondering if I was faking it on those good days, coz how could it be good yesterday, when today is sO ******?... Idk, my head's kinda muddled right now...