I started sticking a toothbrush down my throat to make myself vomit when I was about 13 or 14. It gradually developed. But the underlying cause was that I was overwhelmed with life due to undiagnosed OCD and ADHD and it was the only way I felt like i had some control.
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Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. It's about learning to dance in the rain. 
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